Once in a while, you will see a guy that just shocks you with all the things you like about a guy. Whether you’re a guy or another girl. I don’t think anyone knows why and each person is different. This guy was one that just looked so hot, he was like a magnet to me.
His face, body shape, the way he smiled, his eyes, the way he stands, just all hot male. You sneak all the looks you can, but can’t get enough of it. You start to plot ways to talk to him….
I always over think stuff. I tend to over think the littlest things dont know why. I don’t do it on purpose. I just start thinking about something then cant stop. Like I’m moving soon to Florida. I can have a better life there. But then I think about all the things that can go wrong. Then start thinking negatively about the whole situation. But now I been just trying to push those thoughts to the side. Being optimistic. I have to just go for it. Not be scared of the change. Sometimes change can be really good… This is my first time really writing something on here. I wasn’t sure what to write but then just thought I would just write as if I was writing in my journal. Yeah people might see it. But Its not like I know anyone on here. I’m just expressing myself. I like to write. Its been awhile since I really have but thought this could be a good way to go back to writing. And this time I will be heard . Not by alot but maybe that one person that can really relate to me ..